هنا ... عالمـــــــــــــــــــــي

I wish so badly I could turn back time, and this time around I'd go with you

I wish I could help, I am ready to take that pain, maybe then, you'll be in ease..

You say you care but, to care is to love. But, you don't love, so you
don't care! You say to move on and the only move on that I know, is
going Ghost! So watch the clock carefully until the last second!

You asked for space and I asked to be forgotten.
They asked for time and I left to be the nothing that I already am.
When I asked for a sign, I got spit and crapped on instead!
Been treated like garbage and now the trash man has come to pick up

All i do was loving you so much...despite of that u keep on hurting
me... and keep on tellling me that u love me...and yet i was all lie!!

If the times come that i'm tired holding your hands.. would you have a strength to hold mine????

If the times come that i'm tired holding your hands.. would you have a strength to hold mine????

It's funny, your suppose to be Christian and all loving and forgiving, yet you hate me and judge me yet. It is not love.

It's funny, your suppose to be Christian and all loving and forgiving, yet you hate me and judge me yet. It is not love.

I want someone who will love me, despite all of my flaws. Someone who
wont care about the scars ive made down my arms or that some days i just
sit in my room and cry. But i dont think that person will ever come.

This sick cycle carousel never ends.

Do you know how sad it is to find a bunch of suicide letters
from the past only to realize that you have failed every time at your pathetic suicide attempts?
When will I have the courage to just end it completely?

When it was time you needed some help, you were left behind..

Have you ever loved someone so much you would live, breath, and
ultimately die for them, only to find out they didn't plan on returning
the favor?

I don't want to live, if living is without you.

I've made my way through hell and back so many times and always come out
stronger than ever. Why is it, this time it is so hard to make my way
back without breaking? How much more do they expect me to take...

I hate feeling useless

No matter how ready you were, surely you'll get hurt when something
happens was unexpected to you, even when you say nothing at all.

No time for my sickening soul
There's no cure for my rotting heart